My first ever egg nog! With Morgans :D
Skype with my mother: We are all going on a diet next year!
E-mail from my dad: You’re mother is stocking the house with enough food to last us a month when you return, in case we get snowed in
You spend ages trying to find out exactly why the doctors recommended not to drink on the new meds, cause you don’t think you can get to the end of the day without both
I was posting some individual ones that really stood out, but I can relate to pretty much every single post there! Scary and comforting :/
27. Hating yourself for not purging.
Aaaaaand right after I made my post about recovery I find this.
I both hate and love that other people go through this.
Probably been about a month perhaps since my last purge.
But a few hours since my last binge.
It’s either eat all or nothing these days, and the not purging, while it should make me feel proud, is just making me feel worse. Guilty, depressed and fat.
Why can’t I just eat like a normal person??
I hate winter break
How come everytime she does this she buys all the treats so!!!